Burning myself

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“They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.”
― Andy Warhol, The Philosophy of Andy Warhol

“It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important.”
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

 

Time and again, I picked up the old course Java programming which should be done by myself before. At this time, for who have already graduated for seven years start it all over again in the coding world, given that he quits in the course one or two times before, for the third times, you can consider that how he make his decision.

Yes, again, I picked up my books and studied, although I need to work daytime, I still power up myself to study at night as I prepared to burn myself whatever. With clicking the keyboard, and searching for the resources, I always feel happy to learn the things I interested. Sometimes, I met problems, but it is reflected in another view that I can gain something new and that’s why I must overcome it.

Why do I choose this road? I think the reason can listed as follows. First, I am not a guy who are good at social, or I do not like to put much energy with persuading others to buy the products. I am an inner person, most of the time I like enjoying the quiet. Second, I do not like to depend on others, so master a tech skills would be perfect for me. In any case, coding is not a bad choice. There is only one thing worried me, as mentioned before, I start it again seven years later, I don’t know in what an extent I fall behind others. That’s why I should be more diligent. However, I raise the question that, why I pick up the old course again? Is it mean that I was limited in horizon? I can not think other ways to help myself out. Nonetheless, I can not give up once more and I must make the most of the time, time is valuable. It reminds me again that, choose carefully.

Motorcycle DetailsLong time it will take, but I believe, one day we will meet. Just like the music played, “riding on my own I speed, riding on a road of fire…”

 

 

 

 

 

 

The path…

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He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare, And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere.
——Ali ibn-Abi-Talib, A Hundred Sayings

 

Everything is fine here except a little tired and some headache, but it’s all okay. Remember today because I will give all of you a present in a dear daddy’s name. But first, you need to answer me some questions so that you won’t be too much astonished by the present.

1.Who are you?

2.What do you do?

3.Whom do you do it for?

4.What do those people want and need?

5.How do they change as a result?

As for me, I am Free, I will consider coding and writing as my primary, I do it for you daddy, daddy wants to be content with life, they would be happy and I hope that.

This five short questions are well hinted you that the meaning to you and your life. Just give yourself five minutes to answer these question and think it over how you can live a life that you want.

Well, that’s my present for you, but it is just the beginning.

When you find the goal of your life and decided what to do, just do it, do the things you like and do the things you think it’s meaningful, do not thank me, thank daddy. Once you have determined, a promise you have made.

 

 

Moving forward…

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“Sure, everything is ending,” Jules said, “but not yet.”
― Jennifer Egan, A Visit from the Goon Squad

“No matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away.”
― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

 

I can’t believe that time passes so fast. From last sunday till now, it seems like in a blink of an eye. Seven days, but when I look back and to find what accomplishment I have made, I cannot give myself a praise.

The good thing is that I have started something which I think is important for me, actually it is that I have made a blueprint of the near future. No matter what, this time I will perform it well and stick to it, never give it up. Spring is the best time of planning, apparently, I have done it well. Let’s look to the next following months.

 

15 - 4Dear daddy, knowing that you are not by my side as you are so far away, I hope you are happy everyday, I pray for you that you are okay in everything and always, the most important thing is that waiting for me till the day we meet again.

Yours forever cute baby.

Never let others put you down…

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“Youth is not a time of life, it is the state of mind, it is not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips and supple knees, it is a matter of will, a quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions, it is the freshness of the deep spring of life.”——Samuel Erman, Youth

 

Hey, I am a believer and I have never thought that my faith is under questioning.

 

Okay, I wish you happiness and I really would like to get out of your world, but how can I give myself an answer? One day with you in Disney world is the destination, it’s hard for me to letting you go. Don’t blame my stubbornness, there is an unbelievable truth behind it. That is why I can’t quit right now.

 

You came out of nowhere and  What if I never read your blog, then I wouldn’t get to know you, just because I read your poem like they were written to me, I couldn’t stop thinking of you every day. So love me if you can, consider me as a friend if you couldn’t. The reality is that you even don’t want to give a reply to my message, you dislike me and don’t want to be a friend with me. So help me if you can, just give a day for us, then I can die with content. But you began to hate me, if so I apologize, but I still persist my love for you in a certain way 😉

 

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For those guy who don’t cherish love, when comes the day being opened by the key of time takes no avail upon you.

 

In the other side of the world…

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“Why did I write? Because I found life unsatisfactory.”  — Tennessee Williams

“You know why writing keeps me sane? Because I don’t write with words, I write with feelings.” — isaac n.a.

 

I used to think that I could never write any fantastic stuffs and I will never step on a road of writing. To take writing as a part of my life seems impossible, but sometimes, life is unbelievable that you will never know what life waits for you. Yeah, that’s the life. It’s really unimaginable for a Chinese guy to write English stuffs, all of you know that everything happened and it happened with a reason, and I am not the exception.

 

11a I write for you daddy.

 

Since I have made up my mind to write, I am just doing the things of which is just a remembrance. I can still remember the photos you posted before, your kind smile shows you are a very caring person, if I could keep them at that time I would be happy, but all that was gone, I can never find them back.

 

With the music softly played aside, I am flipping the keyboard, though the feeling is somewhat nostalgic, I am really missing you. Wish you were here, I can talk with you and make you joyful and happy.

 

All in all, in the other side of the world, I hope you are having a great day.

 

 

Make 3, 2, 0, 1 (life thoughts recording)

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“I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love.”
—Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

Everyone has his or her own feelings to the people around them, when it comes to love, you may say, why the person I love don’t give much attention to me? I don’t know, love is always a complex thing, no matter how much you do for someone, they are just right there and it seems to them nothing had happened.

I just have had an usual day, and now I was typing those words. Sometimes life is tough, I don’t know what my tomorrow will be, but I do know something I needed to for tomorrow or tomorrow’s tomorrow. Anyway, these things can really make me happy. Forget about your worries, do the things really valuable to you.

Oh my dear daddy, how are you?  I hope you are having a great day.