Burning myself


“They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.”
― Andy Warhol, The Philosophy of Andy Warhol

“It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important.”
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince


Time and again, I picked up the old course Java programming which should be done by myself before. At this time, for who have already graduated for seven years start it all over again in the coding world, given that he quits in the course one or two times before, for the third times, you can consider that how he make his decision.

Yes, again, I picked up my books and studied, although I need to work daytime, I still power up myself to study at night as I prepared to burn myself whatever. With clicking the keyboard, and searching for the resources, I always feel happy to learn the things I interested. Sometimes, I met problems, but it is reflected in another view that I can gain something new and that’s why I must overcome it.

Why do I choose this road? I think the reason can listed as follows. First, I am not a guy who are good at social, or I do not like to put much energy with persuading others to buy the products. I am an inner person, most of the time I like enjoying the quiet. Second, I do not like to depend on others, so master a tech skills would be perfect for me. In any case, coding is not a bad choice. There is only one thing worried me, as mentioned before, I start it again seven years later, I don’t know in what an extent I fall behind others. That’s why I should be more diligent. However, I raise the question that, why I pick up the old course again? Is it mean that I was limited in horizon? I can not think other ways to help myself out. Nonetheless, I can not give up once more and I must make the most of the time, time is valuable. It reminds me again that, choose carefully.

Motorcycle DetailsLong time it will take, but I believe, one day we will meet. Just like the music played, “riding on my own I speed, riding on a road of fire…”








A New Chapter…


“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.”
― Bernard M. Baruch

“If you don’t stand for something you will fall for anything.”
― Gordon A. Eadie


What is the taste of missing someone? This kind of sad feeling makes me wanna shed my tears. I need some distraction, music is good, it can change your mood but it also makes you far more alone. In what ways should I do with my blues. I didn’t mean to fall in affection with you, but I am infatuated with your good looks, when you are not by my side, I miss you. I hope to know more about you but I can see there is a bridge between us that we cannot go through, so if the day when you are walking out of my life comes, it is just an issue of time. This doesn’t mean we are bad people, it only means that the story of your part in my life is over. Preparing say goodbye, my friend…

We are not to born to pleasing others, whatever we do, do not lose ourselves. As for today, I did some exercises in order to get a certificate in November, also I read books, study it and take notes. I know it needs a long time to persist in improving, only in this way, everyday’s hard persisting, you will see the seed you sowed blossom and yield fruit. Just remember, years of years hard practising making you to the top of the field.

I think it is not what I gained from school changed me but the person who I met did. There are three persons majorly effected me. One is my high school physics teacher, one is a writer, another is an encounter and that’s where my story begins.


“I am going to help one person, and his name is ‘me’ “. —时间☆Time

“This is a world left behind, do not try to follow me.” —Writer.KBFL

Hey daddy, you happy today? Next time, you will see my sci-fi, I wrote it for you.